I know this would happen one day. Its like a time-bomb. An event where you will get to know everything and about the truth. The truth about yourself. And it has come to that very moment where you had enjoyed again the company of two of your miracles. Why do I say miracles? Its because both have not stopped in making you smile at every moment and that will eventually will be a miracle to you. Yes, the truth was revealed. You are not in their bloodline. BUT, two things always stay. Their love and caresses. At the time, whenever he called you and says he misses you always and thinks of you everyday till you had to tear. He means it. That I believe are enough for you to keep them dearly and touch you deeply. Up till now, he has taken you more than whatever that is worth for him. I know because he never fails. Yes people do make mistakes but greatfully, we have to learn from it. So lets forget the wrongdoings and look at his positives. I'm sure he has done more good than wrong. Don't take for granted when you have someone or somebody that loves you dearly but then, you ask for more. It crosses upon your life only once because if he's gone, I'm confident there would not be any somebody better than him and what you had. These miracles are given to you specially my dear. So cherish it before its too late:)
I know its hard for me to be in love anymore... its closed.
I am a strong believer of leading life with an ample of patience. Its always a virtue for anybody. Equality and justice shall work wonders when we live by it.
I am no doubt like anybody out there. But what separate us are our inner side. 20 years running and I'm learning in reaching a goal of stamping my name on the hearts of anyone that crosses my path.